THE MEANING OF THE REST OF MY LIFE

Guess What Was on Tv right now??

A fairy tale with: "don't go breaking..." as main theme!!

Gosh... I wish you were here!


Or at least that I could talk to you somehow...

But the odds are against me!

- the internet doesn't seem to be on my side today
- My mobile is gone for good

And I'm freaking sick.
sick in a way I can't even drink to pretend you are somewhere near here, like JB and his lilac wine, that makes he sees what he wants to see and be what he wants to be.
In my case I would do exactly like him, drink much more than I ought drink because it would bring me back you.


If you talked to me theese days you wouldn't reconize me, i'm so different and stressed out, feeling blue and pissed at the same time, wondering when the good news 'll arrive.

Soon I rope, coz otherwise I'm doomed, and I can't stand to feel sorry for me anymore...

But it's been so difficult, waking up is like going to war, from monday to friday. Every time the phone rings it's like a dagger comming closer and closer, like those nightmares where you see the danger comming, but can't do a think to escape or even shout for help.

Sometimes I wonder, when am I going to wake from this continuously bad dream...

It's two after midnight and I'm here "stuck on nerve", Trying to figure the meaning of the rest of my life and at the same time waiting to recompose myself from this last breakdown!

That I confess, Gave Me The Creeps!!


That's all for my self comiseration today. It's funny what a silly song can do to us...


For "you" I leave my kiss and thoughts that good thinks will come our way

For you, single woman out there I leave my hope, that someday you 'll find your match. Either way, I'll be here... rsrs

For Those who just got dumped I leave my philosophy; Love wounds heal faster than we think, we just need to learn from our scars...

And finnaly, for those who are giving a shot to be with someone, and aren't trying to kill each other 'till now...

GOOD LUCK.

Coz, Otherwise what peopple think 'bout me. I don't stick my finger on else's relationships...

# Jeff Buckley - Lilac Wine #(Pretending you are here laughing of my phony jokes)