segunda-feira, agosto 11, 2008

Sem malas, sem saber pra onde ir....

Keep walking... Keep walking...
Until when?? Would Johnie be able to answer me???
Sometimes i just feel sick of this. Sick of seeking. Sick of this lack of information.
I´m not sure why we are always trying fo find answers. Maybe there´s no answer. Maybe we just have to go with the flow, and wait for the best. Destiny?
No fuckin way.
I don´t wanna go with the flow. I don´t wanna wait.
I want everybody to know what i want.
But i need to know it first.
I´m so sick of trying to find out how i should be, how i should answer, when i should be there, where i should be.
Sick of beeing disappointed with someone else decision.
I wanna make the decisions. I wanna be in control.
Ah...
I wish i knew how do you feel...
but i´m too afraid to ask...

And i keep feeling stupid in this game. Stupid game. Silly game we are always trying to play...

Going out for some shots... maybe Johnie will clear my mind...
or not...

Um comentário:

Lobo disse...

You really ARE one of a kind, just didn't realised it yet... And Johnnie is my best friend... Let's rock, shall we?